evermore

whyhaveyoursweetsubtlesensualsoftlipsleftsuchaneverlastingeverlongingimpressionuponmyown?
howhaveyourwordsimprintedsostrongly,sodeeply,withinmymouth,uponmyears?
whohaveyoubecomeinyourownworldtohaveleftmeandmyloveandmylipsandmylaughtersofarbehindinthemistsofyourforgotten,nevercherished,evercherishedpast?
whereareyourthoughtsresidingnowsothatiamunabletoreadthem,butameverevermoreawareoftheirburningbastardisingpresencewithinmyowngroaninggaspingpsyche?
whathaveidonetobehauntedso,eversogracefully,bythedeadmemoriesofwhatweonceneverhad?
ifthereisananswertothetosatisfymyforevereverneveroflongingquestionsandrequests,writetomeinahandscrawledscribbleofaletter,onateastained,crumpledpage,tornfromyourbookofsecrets,tosharewiththelikesofmyghostly,forgottenself.

pleasebabyboy,ibegyou,bemine,justforonemorenight?givemethegoodbyekissideservedsolongbeforethislongingcontinuedtocontinue?