I've just realised something.
My heart is now, and forever will be, irreparably broken.
Broken down into shards of bittersweet glass, blood stains and blackened, stinking dust.
My life is over. My heart is broken. And ever it shall be.
I regret the actions of these long months more than you could know. More than the passage through life could ever express, I regret what I did, what I did you to, you me. I regret my life in more ways than there are words to express. My heart is broken, and honestly, I shall hate myself, forever and always, eternally in regret.
Never mind the compliments, the mindless fucks of the future, that tender caress of my sweet warmed cheek. My heart is broken. My life, my skin, senseless beyond repair.
My life is over. My heart is broken, because I chose to break yours, over, over, again.
Forever shall I be yours, sweet man. Your honour, valiance, truth, beauty and lifetime should be spent with a being, a creature of sheer beauty and love. My lust and regret and pain and death must not figure in your own. My heart is broken, all because I broke yours, also.
My heart is now, and forever will be, irreparably broken.
Broken down into shards of bittersweet glass, blood stains and blackened, stinking dust.
My life is over. My heart is broken. And ever it shall be.
I regret the actions of these long months more than you could know. More than the passage through life could ever express, I regret what I did, what I did you to, you me. I regret my life in more ways than there are words to express. My heart is broken, and honestly, I shall hate myself, forever and always, eternally in regret.
Never mind the compliments, the mindless fucks of the future, that tender caress of my sweet warmed cheek. My heart is broken. My life, my skin, senseless beyond repair.
My life is over. My heart is broken, because I chose to break yours, over, over, again.
Forever shall I be yours, sweet man. Your honour, valiance, truth, beauty and lifetime should be spent with a being, a creature of sheer beauty and love. My lust and regret and pain and death must not figure in your own. My heart is broken, all because I broke yours, also.
