Wretched Love

islovethesamethingasdrowninginmyownbloodytears?

fuckingfeelslikeitthesedaysbabylove.bemine?or,begone?

beforgotten.beforbidden.beforever.befornever.alwaysandeternallyoursisshallremain,thoughyourloveandlightandlipsandlaughterceasedtoexistwithinme,longbeforeourlovewasconceived,longbeforeyoursweetlips'kissborethechild,thatwretchedcreaturewhoclawsatmyheart,thestrings,theveins,theinnermostchambers,consumedbyablackening,rottenstenchthatclogsmynostrilsasibreathinyourtantilisingscent.

painislove,ifeverthereweresuchapainthatcannotbeanythingbutbeautifulwhenyouareheldsinmyarms,betweenmysheets,withinmyheart.

so,itistrueisitnot?loveiswhatdrowningistoair.loveisthesuffocatingforceinlifethatweyearnfor,crave,consume.loveisthemurkywatersoftheforbiddenriver,swallowingmyheartwhole,beingandsoul.lustfilledeternityeatsatmysoul.eachbiteyourhearttakesrendersmebroken,brokenasifeverwasandcouldhavebeen,pulledfromthehistorybooksandforgottenpoemsofthepast,draggedoutofasoddengraveintothelightofyourkiss.holdmeforeverandalways.nevershallilookbeyondyoursweetface.nevershalliyearnforanothertasteofallthatyoucannotbecome.existanceistorture,with,ourwithoutyou.
bemine,fornever?

sweetloverofmine,idrownforyou,ingloryandwretchedlove.lust