Wretched Love

islovethesamethingasdrowninginmyownbloodytears?

fuckingfeelslikeitthesedaysbabylove.bemine?or,begone?

beforgotten.beforbidden.beforever.befornever.alwaysandeternallyoursisshallremain,thoughyourloveandlightandlipsandlaughterceasedtoexistwithinme,longbeforeourlovewasconceived,longbeforeyoursweetlips'kissborethechild,thatwretchedcreaturewhoclawsatmyheart,thestrings,theveins,theinnermostchambers,consumedbyablackening,rottenstenchthatclogsmynostrilsasibreathinyourtantilisingscent.

painislove,ifeverthereweresuchapainthatcannotbeanythingbutbeautifulwhenyouareheldsinmyarms,betweenmysheets,withinmyheart.

so,itistrueisitnot?loveiswhatdrowningistoair.loveisthesuffocatingforceinlifethatweyearnfor,crave,consume.loveisthemurkywatersoftheforbiddenriver,swallowingmyheartwhole,beingandsoul.lustfilledeternityeatsatmysoul.eachbiteyourhearttakesrendersmebroken,brokenasifeverwasandcouldhavebeen,pulledfromthehistorybooksandforgottenpoemsofthepast,draggedoutofasoddengraveintothelightofyourkiss.holdmeforeverandalways.nevershallilookbeyondyoursweetface.nevershalliyearnforanothertasteofallthatyoucannotbecome.existanceistorture,with,ourwithoutyou.
bemine,fornever?

sweetloverofmine,idrownforyou,ingloryandwretchedlove.lust

Reality Check

You do realise baby, that we're all going to die, right? We're all dying already, dying right now, waiting for death. Yeah?
Death is what life's all about.
Fuckin' deal with it kid. It's what I'm here for.